Not Worth It
Lyrics by Jill Goldberg
I think I’m gonna be sick she said
It’s a long way since we left our home last year
We’re making close next to nothing
Will we survive this or in the end will we still care
They say money can’t buy you happiness
But it sure buys enough for the life you want to live
We’re tryin to make it big out here

I’m startin to think it’s not worth it
I’m startin to think it’s not worth it

I found her packing her bags last night she was crying
Wanted to make an early flight
Said she missed all her friends back home and that living here
There was just no end in sight
I told her we’re tryin to make it
If we try just a little while longer we won’t regret our younger years
I was tryin to be strong but in the back of my mind

I was startin to think its not worth it
Trying to convince someone something I didn’t believe myself
Its not worth it
I’m startin to think it’s not worth it

I’m startin to think it’s not worth it
I’m startin to think it’s not worth it

We’re trying to make it big out here but
I’m startin to think it’s not worth it

GIRL, POLITE
Lyrics by Jill Goldberg
Played as a young girl in the dirt
My black bicycle shorts underneath my skirt
Wouldn’t let barbie label me
Had a feminist rage at the age of 3
And I’ve always had the strong urge to punch someone out
To have to defend myself
But the silence it has taken over me

Cause on the outside
I’m just a girl polite
In my head
I’m still that little child
In the dirt
Who puts up her arms to fight
But if only I couldnt be that in real life

I am not one who can confront
I am a sure no problem without argument
Seems like I’m always pushed around
Always take in spite never show a frown
But sometimes I wish I could tell someone off
Without it be hid in cough
And sometimes i wish my filter didnt work

Cause on the outside
I’m just a girl polite
In my head
I’m still that little child
In the dirt
Who puts up her arms to fight

But if only I could be that, I could feel it, I can breathe it
And if only others see that, I can feel it, I can be that
And if only I can be that in real life

Cause on the outside
I’m just a girl polite
In my head
I’m still that little child
In the dirt
Who puts up her arms to fight
But if only I couldnt be that in real life


Where Did You Go
Lyrics by Jill Goldberg

Where did you go
I’ve been trying so hard to find you
Needed you so
I was so sure you needed me to

Seems I was wrong
And your cruel jokes made me believe that
The hardest part is
I’ll still love you
When I close my eyes
And visualize your face

I want to hold you like your mine to
I want tkiss you bt you don’t want to

Where did you go
It’s been so long since I last saw you
Well I’m standing still
While you find it so easy to run
Everytime I close my eyes
And visualize your face

I want to hold you like your mine to
I want tkiss you but you don’t want to

Where did you
Where’s the one that I used to know
Where did you go
I want to hold you like your mine to
I want tkiss you bt you don’t want to

Here in the dark I’ll shine a light
I’ll be the one you want tonight
Here in my dreams it was the way I always wanted to be

Where did you
Where’s the one that I used to know
Where did you go
I want to hold you like your mine to
I want to kiss you but I’ll never do

FIVE STEPS